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Butterfly's Last Flight

            On my way home, after a brisk walk up Arroyo Road, I spotted a butterfly fluttering in the middle of the street.   It was flapping its soft wings furiously against the pavement but seemed unable to fly.   Clearly not a safe position for a delicate little creature to be in!   I bent down on one knee and extended my hand, offering myself as a refuge in the only way I knew how.   To my surprise, the butterfly crawled toward me eagerly and climbed right up and over my fingers to rest, for a timeless moment, in the cup of my palm.   No cars were coming so I just stayed there, kneeling in the middle of the street with this butterfly in my hand.   As she gently lifted and lowered her wings, as if catching her breath, I noticed her distinct coloring: shiny midnight black with wisps of blue iridescence, and two bright orange dots on the undersides of her wings.       ...

Overcoming Pioneer Mentality

           The heavy and dismantled feeling descended upon me yesterday while exploring the creek in Samuel P. Taylor State Park, the section that is right adjacent to the road but virtually untouched by modern-day humans.  It was a section of creek I’d been wanting to explore for a long time, knowing it must be full of magical nooks and swimming holes, only a stone’s throw away from the road where I drive my car a few times a week.   And to think that so many of us only experience that thin tunnel of road again and again, while the surrounding forest and waterway are virtually undiscovered by our senses.   Over time, the feeling of the land being pregnant with possibility overtook me and I pursued my intrigue into this uncharted section of the creek. Perhaps I had crashed too carelessly through the willow branches; broken too many delicately woven spider webs.   I was aware that I was disturbing the peace, and I apologized, sometimes...